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WhAtEvEr HaPpEnEd To ThE pAsT.......???????? [Feb. 26th, 2003|08:40 pm]
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[music |TaTu-30 minutes]

Ok hello Ppl:
I have a new philosophy i got it thanx to margo influencing my train of thoughts so its goes like this,Me n margo n lex are sitting on my bed Remeniscing about this summer and good old times,
Were listening to Eve6-heres to the nights and just saying wutevers on our minds!!! So it gets me thinking ALOT about shyt
and i start looking through my scrap book of pictures and sorta miss the past!!!!! So im starting to stare at some pictures some of people i may dislike now or gotten hurt by or hurt,some i am in fights with and some who deserted me,some who are still here and some who arent!!! I begin to think like DEEP THINKING
and realized how fast times fly by and how quickly life goes by and how quickly were all gonna ::GaSp:: Die !!!! So i began to feel a sudden urge to make all the hate in my life go away and
do all the things i wanna do !!!! Yea so people judge me let them cuz you know what im starting to like the way i am and how i look and how my life is !!!!! Yea so people think i suck at singing so my dreams of singing should be shattered because they dont like it NO Way im gonna from here forth try and make my dreams of singing acting and having a salon Come True !!!
People dont like it tough, I tryed out for the musical today and yesterday i feel as if ive accomplished something !!!!!!
Lex R persuaded me to enter a singing contest says i am good and if i keep practicing ill do awesome.....so i decided to be like my pal Dan M and go for wut i like despite wut ppl think and make a cd and sell it im gonna sell them for $$3.00 a piece and ive already got 2 people who said they wanna by em as soon as there out Dan Hill and Talia M : ) ..........
Im sick of taking shyt from people from here forth i am a new 10x more loving vanessa and if u dont liek it ignore me but dont hate !!!!!! Example Tyler hates me and i dislike him at the moment reason he likes to hurt my feelings all the time and instead of taking it im gonna ignore him n stop this cuz,
i dont wanna have hate in my life !!!!!!! I wanna make my life
WorthWhile and have the Time of my life !!!!!!
I talked to one person today and feel like a boulder has already been lifted off me it was donald and i let him know he helped me in my life and made a difference he is a big part of my influence too !!!!! I was talking to richie about my happiness and he told me to look at donalds dj and i did he wrote how i hade helped make him a little bit more happier and that made me smile and be Happier !!!! I wanna make a difference in people luves and not just be know as the geek gurl who had so many dreams !!!!!!!! So anyone who ive had problems with im sorry and hope you can to be mature and do the same !!!!!
So i am out now much love and hugs <3 VaNeSsA
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[User Picture]From: [info]hotpinkshoelace
2003-02-26 08:18 pm (UTC)

Im so proud *tear*

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Its nice to see someone happy... Ive had the same experience.. when you don't have people on one side making you feel like shit.. and you ignore them and walk away you are much much happier and more power to yourself.And the best part of it all is you've realized how much better it is without all on your own. :o)

~*=Sarah=*~
[User Picture]From: [info]spadedalette
2003-02-27 10:05 am (UTC)

Re: Im so proud *tear*

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yea it is nice isnt it : )
i am like extremely happy now and nothing can bring me down !!!!!!!!!!
I might be taking dual enrollment at school and i will be in college instead of high school : ) !!!!!!!!!