| for angela |
[May. 19th, 2003|07:28 pm] |
1. Are you a boy/ girl? gurl
2. Age:16
3. Age you began to cut or start od?ing: i cut myself at 13 and it wasnt for me
4. Does anyone know you cut or od?:well if they don?t they do now
5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s)? no
6. Do you ever burn or bruise yourself? bruise yes cuz when i get mad sometimes i pull on my hair rlly hard n screm and grab my head hard n bruises it
7. Do you think that you are depressed? FUCK YES.
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? FUCK/HELL YES.
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? Most likely
10. Do you have any other disorders? Tons.
11. Do you have an eating disorder? yea over eating
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) my mom wont let me she says pills dont solve nada
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury/ suicide attempt? Maybe.
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? (multiple times how many?)15 times..i belive.
15. How? jumping of a buliding,drowning myslef,hanging myself,blocking out all means of breath,swallowing household items,diff.pills,etc.....
16. Does anyone know that you tried? yea
17. Are you or have you ever been abused in any way? by a guy yes
18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? ?..yes
19. How ( if you don?t mind saying) .....i got pinned up against a wall and forced felt up and then my pal came around the corner and saw the guy doing it and stopped him and also when i was in lancaster at a pals and we were walking home to her house and sum guy followed us and grabbed my ass n tryed kissing me (he was rieking of alcohol) and like licked my face and i kiked him off n she hit him and we ran
20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? yea?depends.. when i got $ for it
21. Do you think of cutting or oding,as a good or bad thing? bad
22. Do you wish you could stop? da
23. Do you wish to stop in the future? da
24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting or od?ing?
25. When you cut or od does it hurt? How does it feel?
26. Do you bandage your cuts or any physical sighns of oding??
27. Where do you most normally cut or od??
28. Please describe it, color, atmosphere) ..
29. Are you alone?
30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you?
31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? nope
32. What have you used to injure yourself?
33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a ?story??
34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars?
35. What did you tell them?
36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? Or tell people about ur oding, (why or why not and who?) no
37. Do you ever design a cuts or have any certain way u take the pills?
38. Are you afraid to die. nope
39. Have you ever cut too deep?
40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? yea
41. Do you go to therapy?yea sorta
42. Do you have trust issues? More than u could ever comprehend.
43. Do you sit in corners? no
44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? oh yea
45. Are you involved with any one right now? Nope Single,Sexaay,n,Sweet
46. Do you have long relationships or one night stands, and two week relationships: long term most of the time.
47. Does the person you are involved with know? Do they understand? Uh.. twitch?.
48. Are you a virgin? ( when did you lose it)?ill never tell .............
49. Are you sexually active? ill never tellllll.............
50. Do you use protection? -_- Std?s arnt kool! |
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| Me n sum juggalos chatted n heres wut they say |
[May. 19th, 2003|07:42 pm] |
NHthewash: asl?
FoXyGuRl 01453: 16/f/ma
NHthewash: 19/m nh
NHthewash: pic?
FoXyGuRl 01453: yea u
NHthewash: ya but im not at home
FoXyGuRl 01453: ok send me it next time ill send myne
NHthewash: ok
NHthewash: you should just send it im not going to rip u off
FoXyGuRl 01453: i am
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz i worded it wrong srry
NHthewash: lol ok
FoXyGuRl 01453: i met to say ill send myne now n u send urs nect time
FoXyGuRl 01453: **ment
FoXyGuRl 01453: srry lolz
FoXyGuRl 01453: **next
NHthewash: lol
NHthewash: what u do 4 fun q
FoXyGuRl 01453: u got mail
FoXyGuRl 01453: brb
NHthewash: u look damn god
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FoXyGuRl 01453: i dont think i am
NHthewash: you are
FoXyGuRl 01453: :-[minus the frown
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz
NHthewash: where in ma?
FoXyGuRl 01453: leominster
NHthewash: cool cool
NHthewash: u single?
FoXyGuRl 01453: yea
FoXyGuRl 01453: i dumped him 2 weeks ago
NHthewash: sorry
FoXyGuRl 01453: its cool
NHthewash: lol ill take u lol
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz :-D
NHthewash: i can see he should be begging
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz i dont
NHthewash: we should go out somtime
NHthewash: u down ?
FoXyGuRl 01453: hey ur a qt
INeedMoney86: no im fugly
INeedMoney86: do you have a pic?
FoXyGuRl 01453: yea i do n no ur not
FoXyGuRl 01453: im fugly tho as im told but ill send
INeedMoney86: im sure your not
FoXyGuRl 01453: i got pix if ya wanna see
INeedMoney86: yeah i do
FoXyGuRl 01453: ok hold on
FoXyGuRl 01453: u got mail
INeedMoney86: ill brb they needa load my computers slooooow
FoXyGuRl 01453: k
Auto response from INeedMoney86: I was running with a hatchet down the block, my leg got popped When I copped a dub at the dope spot
INeedMoney86: your not ugly
INeedMoney86: your crazy
FoXyGuRl 01453: haha yea right i am too
INeedMoney86: no your perrty
FoXyGuRl 01453: awww thanx babe
INeedMoney86: where do you live?
FoXyGuRl 01453: mass
INeedMoney86: what's your address
INeedMoney86: just kiddin
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz
AdidasThug19: do U You live up to your SN???
FoXyGuRl 01453: i dunno ud have to be the judge of that
FoXyGuRl 01453: ;-D
AdidasThug19: Can I????;-)
FoXyGuRl 01453: sure
AdidasThug19: Send a pic my way sweetie
FoXyGuRl 01453: ok u got any pix
AdidasThug19: If I knew how to work this shit I would
FoXyGuRl 01453: lolz
AdidasThug19: well???
FoXyGuRl 01453: im sendin
AdidasThug19: thanx sweetie
FoXyGuRl 01453: u got mail
AdidasThug19: I give you a 10
FoXyGuRl 01453: r u serious haha |
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