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June 3rd, 2003

how i feel sometimes b4 i call jesse [Jun. 3rd, 2003|04:07 pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | saves the day-see you ] SAVES THE DAY "See You" My gut is burning. Won't you find me some water? Hey, just forget it can you bring me gasoline and collect a couple forks, hold them three feet apart and wait for lightning to strike to burn me up? Cause I don't think that I've got the stomach to stomach calling you today. My head is swirling. It's been carried off in the sky and where it lands is where is lands. So I guess that I will get another head and then get on with my life and leave you somewhere beneath the waves of time. And I'll wear glass shoes and plastic wrap. No, I'll just wear my insides. You want to know who I really am? Yeah so do I, yeah so do I. Cause I don't think that I've got the stomach to stomach calling you today. Right now I am turning off the lights cause I don't think that I've got the stomach to stomach calling you today. link Now i will tell you what ive done 4 you

[Jun. 3rd, 2003|05:24 pm] Cherry Queen420: hey would you say were pals now XXFReaKSHoW666Xx: lol Cherry Queen420: cuz if we are then im gonna ask u a q Cherry Queen420: if not then im not XXFReaKSHoW666Xx: kool Cherry Queen420: cool as in yes lolz im not that smart you should know that XXFReaKSHoW666Xx: yes Cherry Queen420: ok then im having a party wanna come link Now i will tell you what ive done 4 you

[Jun. 3rd, 2003|09:38 pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | the washer lolz ] Jam Session 2marra with Jesse<3 Hopefully if things go right.......i called his crib n a lil gurly picked up she said shed have him call me And id wait all night just to here his sweet lovely breath whispering to myne Doin shyt now....my mom found out i smoked marlboros flipped on me uh oh........doin nada now talkin to my anthony....... TwistedPyroFreak:I love you a really really lot all i wanna do is talk to you hes such an angel hehe........lolz today i was talking to jesse in school and wasnt paying attention to much but Him <3 lolz so i went to the wrong period...... well yea Dunkin Donuts 2marra morn wif steve yay...... well thaz bout all gotta go call my sweet pea PeAcE oUt Mo'FcKrZ <3 ChErRy link Now i will tell you what ive done 4 you

[Jun. 3rd, 2003|09:56 pm] TwistedPyroFreak: i am not in a good mood without cigarets and coffee Cherry Queen420: yea same here TwistedPyroFreak: acept with you Cherry Queen420: hehe yay TwistedPyroFreak: you are the acception cause i love you Cherry Queen420: awww link Now i will tell you what ive done 4 you

[Jun. 3rd, 2003|09:58 pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | ::ZzZzZzZzZzZzzzzz:: ] I AM: a dreamer I WANT: love I HAVE: a great personality I WISH: i could have perfect love returned to me I HATE: people that lie and pretend to be nice to u when they dont really care n lieing boyfriends and cheating boyfriends I MISS: Anthony and Jesse and Beth I FEAR: odd i know but my car crashing oa barrier into a lake I HEAR: jesses sweet voice I SEARCH: for love I WONDER: why my life is filled with so much drama I REGRET: alot of things I LOVE: my friends I ACHE: my back I ALWAYS: am unique,hyper,loud,friendly and caring I AM NOT: a prep a poser a redneck a slim anus fan I DANCE: mondays tuesdays and thursdays :) I SING: in the car...in the shower...everywhere I CRY: when some1 hurts me I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy/loved I WRITE: in my deadjournal,poetry,songs,stories,notes I WIN: dancing contest against dan,most unique 8th grade,cookies I LOSE: math shyt,lovers,hopefully sonn wieght I CONFUSE: my family I NEED: some one to be here for me n not fuck me over I SHOULD: play spinthe bottle @ my bbq x. father thinks i am:evil,goimg to hell,skanky,useless,dumb,bytch,wow i can go on n on......... x. mother thinks i am: a messy girl who doesnt clean her room and has an attitude towards everything x. my boyfriend/girlfriend thinks I am:srry single x. three things you are often complimented for: being cute,my red dickies,hair x. you get embarrassed when: ppl talk about my boobs x. makes you happy: jesse,anthony,emo,punk,skaters,$$$,juggalos x. upsets you: rents,school,popular group at schoool,cheatin bfs yes or no... x. you keep a diary: on this x. you like to cook: yes x. you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: Yes x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: i dont have a watch x. you bite your fingernails: yea x. you believe in love: yes Who is...? the prettiest males you know: jesse,chris,pascal,anthony gabe & zach The weirdest person you know: me n premo the Loudest Person you Know: me n cassie b the Sexiest Person you Know: Jesse,chris n pascal...GRrR ;) Your close friends:margo,jesse,katie,n,ashly etc........ Most Boring Teacher: hudson n buss What is...? your most overused phrase on IM: haha hehe lolz awwww the last image/thought you go to sleep with: guyz your best feature: my hair,eyes and figure Inside joke: tunz 2. Do You...? take a shower everyday: yes have a(any) crush(es): yes think you know you've been in love: yes want to get married: yes have any tattoos/where?:yea piercings/where?: my ears n nose get motion sickness: no think you're a health freak: nopers get along with your parents: sometimes like thunderstorms: no WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of Ryan: philipe Rob: setcrew n religious punk Drew: hottie from mall Stephanie: jumpy redhead in per 5 Heather: gabes g/f Aaron: pratt Amy: crane ....kill the bytch Will: Kill? Paul: decotoua Eve: 6 ,Adam John: lynch Laura: Preppie must die Alex: cassies love,my sister Justin: timberlake Ricky: fine ass qt Jacob: cool name Jack: dunno SCREEN NAMES: cherry queen420 SIGN: sagitarius NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown CURRENT HAIR COLOR: red EYE COLOR: green BIRTHPLACE: .leominster ( FAMILY ) PARENTS: tina n victor SIBLINGS: lisha n alex LIVE WITH: above FAVORITE RELATIVE: uncle tony ( FAVORITES ) NUMBER: 13,2,24,5 COLOR: black n pink n red DAY: 4 MONTH: dec SONG: too many 2 name FOOD: fatty foods SEASON: summer SPORT: dance DRINK: diet coke with lime VEGGIE: broccoli ( PREFERENCES ) CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? both CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? hot chocolate MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE? milk VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? jesse helped me BOUGHT SOMETHING? lunch..wendys GOTTEN SICK? no GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yea WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nope TALKED TO AN EX? yuppers MISSED AN EX? no WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? now TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? yesss HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no MISSED SOMEONE? yes HUGGED SOMEONE? yup FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yea FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yea name 6 bands you listen to: afi saves the day the used the movielife icp mest yea so i talked to jesse made me happy him n aj can stay 2marra yay.......talkin to anthony too im very tired so tired that im just gonna say gnite <3ChErRy link Now i will tell you what ive done 4 you

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