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[Jun. 9th, 2003|09:03 am] |
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im so bored its to early and im tired and bored.....so yea saturday after work went and got 4 ear piercings two on each ear at spencers(now ive got 3 altogether on each ear) and im gonna get 2 more one on each ear and im stretching out 2 of em a lil.........but yea yest went with scott to d'angelos got a good ass steak n cheese sand. and then we went to dunkin evie my manager had to call mom cuz alex scared her and she dropped the registars and needed moms help to count em again so i figured i had an hour where mom wouldnt know where i was so told her i was going to the bank and went to the mall no gabe or josh workin so boring lolz.....yea but i dunno talked to cory last night about what an asshole hes being lately hes all like oh im sryy blah blah hmmm..........and how many times is he gonna go bi-polar on me this is bs.....his simpleton mind is not comprehending the fact that he messed up and now he has to pay his dues for whats been done!.!.!.!.!
And ppl wonder why i always say guys are pieces out shyt
anywayz im gonna write a new seprate enrty in 2 seconds on another subj. so bye for now
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| Seeking desperatly for an answer as to why i feel this way |
[Jun. 9th, 2003|09:13 am] |
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Have you ever felt really happy with life and thought you had it all figured out, but then randomly something changes that all,some big event and then emotionally your going through stuff already and its so hard to make up your mind as to how to deal with it and then people around your arent exactly helping at all!Its like your only human and you too like everyone else have feelings and are going through alot and it justs seems as is no one cares and no one can help how you feel inside,your just a person who is hurt and confused and a little unclear as to what life is all about right now !!
Well thats how my days have been lately!Im so confused as to what life and God have in store for me now ! Its confusing especially guys !!!!
So its like everytime i talk to anthony i just feel really loved and special he makes me feel alive and like im on top of the world and then jesse also makes me feel really great and like special......and then im sittin there the other day like thinkin about the two and as to what i wanna be to them and Adam K my ex calls and he wants me back so confused then theres corys pity trips make me feel like shyt i dunno bout him hes a bit shady!!!! But these 3 adam,jesse, and anthony shyt they confuse me like i dont know more later bell rang........
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