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June 10th, 2003

here i am waiting once again........... [Jun. 10th, 2003|08:08 am]
[mood | bored]

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Needles
02 |absent minded preps
03 |absent minded teachers and guidance counselors
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Aj perez
02 | Zach niemy
03 | Katie conner
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | family-yea i do love them when thier not pains
02 | friends
03 | God
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 |looking bad
02 |making sandwichs at work
03 | asshole guys
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Life
02 | Myself
03 | Guyz
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Lamp
02 | books
03 | pens
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | talking to chandra and some gurl jen gerbert
02 |writing in this
03 | waiting for my appt. with mrs.curry
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 |have a family
02 |Go backpacking through Europe
03 |have a succesful band
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Sing somewhat
02 | act
03 | make good food
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | perky
02 |odd
03 | hyper
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | drive (yet)
02 | leave school forever (2 years)
03 | punch mr schnieder
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Afi *& icp
02 | voices in your head
03 | pastors in church(or w/e religion you are in's lead person)
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Eminem
02 | dumb teachers
03 | ummmm ahhhhh those things ????
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | like.....ummmm.....and yea....like......
02 | Sup babey...or Hey babe
03 | Yea thats so like retarded
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 |Fettichini alfredo with chicken
02 | Tacos
03 |chinese food(porkfried rice,chicken wings,eggroll,teryaki,chicken finger,and boneless spare ribs cant forget the fortune cookie)
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | Foriegn languages (Spanish so i can understand my dad n grand parents when they speak it and russian just becuz its cool n my uncle tony knows it)
02 | To be a body piercer
03 | to be a hairdresser
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Code red mt.dew & amp
02 |Blue raspberry slushy
03 | Coca Cola
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Clarissa explains it all
02 | Ninja turtles
03 | Care Bears
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1. Spell your first name backwards -assenav ro airam assen
2. How did you get your deadjournal name? ? My juggalo pals called me Spade da Juggalette because i made this ill spade drawing in art so they said that sounded cool cuz kuruptd(wut they called me b4) was too common so i just shortned the juggalette to lette
3. Are you homosexual? - Yes
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DESCRIBE YOUR...
[ x ] Wallet -black with a red dragon
[ x ] Hairbrush -red
[ x ] Toothbrush - Pink
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily -Afi wristband or red star wristband ,multi colored bracelets,star anklet,cross earings and 4 stud earings
[ x ] Pillow cover -one pillow cover a light seafoam green and says dream angel with yellow stars around it one all white with blue and yellow stars
[ x ] Blanket - blue with yellow and white stars
[ x ] Coffee cup -Dunkin Donuts frech vanilla iced 7 sug 6 creams melt the sugar
[ x ] Sunglasses -pink 1s
[ x ] Underwear - cherry ones and straw. ones and pink ones with clear heart(thong)
[ x ] Favorite shirt - ?????tunz
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume -axe ,addidas
[ x ] CD in stereo right now -none im in school
[ x ] Tattoos - none yet
[ x ] Piercings - 3 on each ear,belly ring
[ x ] What you are wearing now - converse(chucks),element shirt,capris,wristband(afi) and braclets
[ x ] In my mouth - ice coffee
[ x ] In my head - thoughts
[ x ] Wishing - for someone
[ x ] After this - huh ummm check my mail?!?!?
[ x ] Fetishes -getting hickies(the mark after is ugly but thier so fun while you get em),foreplay,whispering into my ear : D,and coolwhip(only tried this with one person and well it lead to me going out with them lolz haha(Dg),making out like wildly in a dark room with black lights on,
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, and for what reason - Shauna Tata-ive disliked her for so long and mr.schnieder hes an ass,mr ciccolini same as scnieder and coughlin same as schnieder
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Adam,Billy U,Anthony,Jesse(2 more periods till i see him),NICK D,Gabe.Dan H,Jesse K,Scott S
[ x ] Is next to you - my iced coffee,chandra,and jen
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - LIFE AS a HOUSE(omg hayden christiansen looks gorgoues),Center stage,Romeo and juliet(claired danes n leo version)Moulin Rouge,Grease,fast n the furious,Monty python the search for the holy grail,Fear(reese witherspoon n mark wahlberg)Outsiders ,Lotr (all)and fight club
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - School getting out,poetry slam,starburst(memories),summer camping trip at karens (i get to bring pALs) and my party
[ x ] The last thing you ate -ham n cheese on a bagel w/ mayo at dunkin donust and an iced coffee
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - going over a rail into a river or lake while im in a car,being single forever,needles(but im getting over that by getting piercings,),and centapedes
[ x ] Do you like candles - uh huh uh huh
[ x ] Do you like incense - yea
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - No
[ x ] Do you believe in love - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Yes
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die -Instead of being dressed up all fancy i wanna be in the clothes thaty i normally wear so i am all like myself and then buried
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - Hmmm....id say my family and cody lmao,school deans asst.principal and gudance counselors(minus mrs.curry) and dumb teachers
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be -Def a monkey or a panda bear : D
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - I stayed up all night and day
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - kinda but crapily
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarters
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - Sour Patch kids,reeses pb cups,and skittles
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - That when i say i need to be alone and dont want to talk i mean just that and often times to just leave me alone and God
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Myself
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around -My pal/ex bf adam who moved so i only seem him and the summer and im always seeming to be single !! Odd....but him and my old best pal Scott Sawin i miss that kid i know well find each toher sum day and Nick D he was fun to talk to i miss him whyd he have to graduate
Gabe + Dan Hill whyd they have to graduate too ::Tears::
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Boredom consumes me....... [Jun. 10th, 2003|10:24 am]
[mood | ditzy]
[music |morning announcments and the clicking of keys]

Boredom is consuming me........i got nicks number from curry JOY.......lolz.....well like ummmmm......yea so today adams suppose to come over and chill and next period i see jesse and well im doing nada yest was cool.....
Stayed after for drama club and then went home and auntie steph took me to kmart to get a phone (cordless) so i could stay in my room and talk instead of upstairs and then me n her played marco polo in kmart lolz what a cool auntie,then we cleaned her car and scott stopped by to bring us the ring movie and then left and i cleaned my room and then went outside and scott came back over at like 6:14 and mom and dad were gone and we chilled and the ice cream truck came for the 1st time in like 3 years and i got a chaco taco and a friggen NINJA TURTLE ICE CREAM...then an hour later me,scott,alex n mom went to friendlys
i got the quesidilla and salad meal yummmmmm.........then we just chilled i lost my cloves and was pissed scott left at like 10 and then i chilled and talked to mark on the phone for like 2 min looking for nicks # earlier at like 4 talked to anthony Yay and well thats it for now........hope adam comes today i miss the kid lots and well yea billy underhill emailed me and wanted to chill but i didnt get the email till 1030 yest and it was from sunday so i mist him awwww that kid is a babe too........well yea thats about all

PeAcE oUt Mo'FcKrZ <3 ChErRy
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[Jun. 10th, 2003|10:09 pm]
[mood | tired]

I am not: preppy
I hurt: often
I love: my pals who do give 2 shyts
I hate: men (some),teachers,my dad
I fear: needles,my dad
I forget: alot
I remember: alot
I imagine: getting away from here and other shyt
I hope: to get away
I crave: a place to call my own n some one to care
I regret: life
I care: alot
I always: wanna lend a helpin hand
I want: to be loved and understood
I feel alone: often
I listen: to music and my head
I hide: in my room often
I pretend: i was far far away
I drive: iwish
I sing: i try
I cry: often in fact 1 hr ago
I destroy: my room
I dance: alot
I write: alot
I wake: try not to
I breathe: air
I play: games
I venture: into my thoughts
I find: nothing
I pray: often
I miss: pals
I kiss: no one
I succeed: never
I search: for answers
I learn: nothing
I feel: empty
I know: limited stuff
I joke: often
I say: like...ummm and yea
I change: my haircolor
I fail: often
I dream: of a better life
I believe: in GOD
I wonder: about my exsistance
I want: love n a sense of security
I worry: often
I wish: for a better life that kind which never hate
I fight: for my rights
I need: love and security
I am: emotional and scared


Last cigarette: 1 1/2 hr ago
Last kiss: last week
Last good cry: 1 hr ago
Last library book checked out: the silver kiss -annette kurtis klause
Last movie seen: Bruce almighty
Last book read: same as library q
Last cuss word uttered:fuckin shyt
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: grilled cheese
Last crush: jesse,anthony,nick,adam,zach
Last phone call: anthony
Last TV show watched: ???
Last time showered: an hour ago
Last shoes worn: chucks
Last cd played: evanescence
Last item bought: phone
Last downloaded: ???
Last annoyance: dad
Last disappointment: life
Last soda drank: code red
Last thing written: you rock i love you lmao
Last key used: right click
Last word spoken: i hate this fuckin shyt this house sux
Last sleep: my bed last night
Last IM: chris the 22 yr old hottie
Last weird encounter:jess cormier
Last ice cream eaten:ninja turtles ice cream
Last time amused: by chris
Last time wanting to die: now
Last time in love: EWW
Last time hugged: earlier
Last time scolded: 3 hr ago
Last time resentful: dunno
Last lipstick used: pink wetshine
Last underwear worn: blue with patch star
Last bra worn: black lacey
Last shirt worn: element tank
Last time dancing: 4 days ago
Last show attended:Foster and Crimson court
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[Jun. 10th, 2003|10:47 pm]
Sometimes the happiest people you know are the saddest people you will ever meet.
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