| for angela |
[May. 19th, 2003|07:28 pm] |
1. Are you a boy/ girl? gurl 2. Age:16 3. Age you began to cut or start od?ing: i cut myself at 13 and it wasnt for me 4. Does anyone know you cut or od?:well if they don?t they do now 5. Does your parent(s)/ guardian(s)? no 6. Do you ever burn or bruise yourself? bruise yes cuz when i get mad sometimes i pull on my hair rlly hard n screm and grab my head hard n bruises it 7. Do you think that you are depressed? FUCK YES. 8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? FUCK/HELL YES. 9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)? Most likely 10. Do you have any other disorders? Tons. 11. Do you have an eating disorder? yea over eating 12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) my mom wont let me she says pills dont solve nada 13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury/ suicide attempt? Maybe. 14. Have you tried to commit suicide? (multiple times how many?)15 times..i belive. 15. How? jumping of a buliding,drowning myslef,hanging myself,blocking out all means of breath,swallowing household items,diff.pills,etc..... 16. Does anyone know that you tried? yea 17. Are you or have you ever been abused in any way? by a guy yes 18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? ?..yes 19. How ( if you don?t mind saying) .....i got pinned up against a wall and forced felt up and then my pal came around the corner and saw the guy doing it and stopped him and also when i was in lancaster at a pals and we were walking home to her house and sum guy followed us and grabbed my ass n tryed kissing me (he was rieking of alcohol) and like licked my face and i kiked him off n she hit him and we ran 20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? yea?depends.. when i got $ for it 21. Do you think of cutting or oding,as a good or bad thing? bad 22. Do you wish you could stop? da 23. Do you wish to stop in the future? da 24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting or od?ing? 25. When you cut or od does it hurt? How does it feel? 26. Do you bandage your cuts or any physical sighns of oding?? 27. Where do you most normally cut or od?? 28. Please describe it, color, atmosphere) .. 29. Are you alone? 30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? 31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? nope 32. What have you used to injure yourself? 33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a ?story?? 34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? 35. What did you tell them? 36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? Or tell people about ur oding, (why or why not and who?) no 37. Do you ever design a cuts or have any certain way u take the pills? 38. Are you afraid to die. nope 39. Have you ever cut too deep? 40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? yea 41. Do you go to therapy?yea sorta 42. Do you have trust issues? More than u could ever comprehend. 43. Do you sit in corners? no 44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? oh yea 45. Are you involved with any one right now? Nope Single,Sexaay,n,Sweet 46. Do you have long relationships or one night stands, and two week relationships: long term most of the time. 47. Does the person you are involved with know? Do they understand? Uh.. twitch?. 48. Are you a virgin? ( when did you lose it)?ill never tell ............. 49. Are you sexually active? ill never tellllll............. 50. Do you use protection? -_- Std?s arnt kool! |
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