| Seeking desperatly for an answer as to why i feel this way |
Jun. 9th, 2003|09:13 am |
Have you ever felt really happy with life and thought you had it all figured out, but then randomly something changes that all,some big event and then emotionally your going through stuff already and its so hard to make up your mind as to how to deal with it and then people around your arent exactly helping at all!Its like your only human and you too like everyone else have feelings and are going through alot and it justs seems as is no one cares and no one can help how you feel inside,your just a person who is hurt and confused and a little unclear as to what life is all about right now !!
Well thats how my days have been lately!Im so confused as to what life and God have in store for me now ! Its confusing especially guys !!!!
So its like everytime i talk to anthony i just feel really loved and special he makes me feel alive and like im on top of the world and then jesse also makes me feel really great and like special......and then im sittin there the other day like thinkin about the two and as to what i wanna be to them and Adam K my ex calls and he wants me back so confused then theres corys pity trips make me feel like shyt i dunno bout him hes a bit shady!!!! But these 3 adam,jesse, and anthony shyt they confuse me like i dont know more later bell rang........
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