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[Jun. 10th, 2003|10:09 pm] |
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I am not: preppy
I hurt: often
I love: my pals who do give 2 shyts
I hate: men (some),teachers,my dad
I fear: needles,my dad
I forget: alot
I remember: alot
I imagine: getting away from here and other shyt
I hope: to get away
I crave: a place to call my own n some one to care
I regret: life
I care: alot
I always: wanna lend a helpin hand
I want: to be loved and understood
I feel alone: often
I listen: to music and my head
I hide: in my room often
I pretend: i was far far away
I drive: iwish
I sing: i try
I cry: often in fact 1 hr ago
I destroy: my room
I dance: alot
I write: alot
I wake: try not to
I breathe: air
I play: games
I venture: into my thoughts
I find: nothing
I pray: often
I miss: pals
I kiss: no one
I succeed: never
I search: for answers
I learn: nothing
I feel: empty
I know: limited stuff
I joke: often
I say: like...ummm and yea
I change: my haircolor
I fail: often
I dream: of a better life
I believe: in GOD
I wonder: about my exsistance
I want: love n a sense of security
I worry: often
I wish: for a better life that kind which never hate
I fight: for my rights
I need: love and security
I am: emotional and scared
Last cigarette: 1 1/2 hr ago
Last kiss: last week
Last good cry: 1 hr ago
Last library book checked out: the silver kiss -annette kurtis klause
Last movie seen: Bruce almighty
Last book read: same as library q
Last cuss word uttered:fuckin shyt
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: grilled cheese
Last crush: jesse,anthony,nick,adam,zach
Last phone call: anthony
Last TV show watched: ???
Last time showered: an hour ago
Last shoes worn: chucks
Last cd played: evanescence
Last item bought: phone
Last downloaded: ???
Last annoyance: dad
Last disappointment: life
Last soda drank: code red
Last thing written: you rock i love you lmao
Last key used: right click
Last word spoken: i hate this fuckin shyt this house sux
Last sleep: my bed last night
Last IM: chris the 22 yr old hottie
Last weird encounter:jess cormier
Last ice cream eaten:ninja turtles ice cream
Last time amused: by chris
Last time wanting to die: now
Last time in love: EWW
Last time hugged: earlier
Last time scolded: 3 hr ago
Last time resentful: dunno
Last lipstick used: pink wetshine
Last underwear worn: blue with patch star
Last bra worn: black lacey
Last shirt worn: element tank
Last time dancing: 4 days ago
Last show attended:Foster and Crimson court |
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