| Snapping Back to Reality................. |
[Sep. 19th, 2003|10:27 am] |
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| | Icp-Crossing the bridge | ] |
Hello~
Its been a crazy week………Well last time I left off I believe was just alexis dying and stuff
Well tues went to school spent the whole day with ms.curry and a group of ppl and we went to her room then the conference room and then her room then the media room…..Me and paula made books for alexis and shyt they came out good and then after school me and sean brought Christine home and then went to mcdonalds and then to dans for awhile and then sean brought me to grammies and I went and chilled awhile and then drove to hunnie farms got lexus a thing of 3 roses and and got dropped off at dannielles and then we listened to “The Wraith” and brittney came over and we waited for cassie and the van which was an hour late grrrrr
And then we were trying to find the funeral home and couldn’t we were all smoking ciggs in the car and I was talking to mike nutter and andy Cochran and chillen and they gave me mcdonalds soda and then we finally got there and like it was so sadd and there were so many ppl like the rd was blocked off at the end and I was crying so bad and when I went inside I flipped and had to run out and threwup all over the side walk and it was horrid ………there was this gurl angela (this gurl from Fitchburg) who I was sitting talking to she gave me a hug and shyt and we were crying together and like ahhhh corey n was there it made my heart fall to the floor and I was talking to chris who I found out wasn’t jays cousin !!
But everyone was there poor angela Guzman was bawling her eyes out and like Chelsea was flipping and shyt well after we all got into the van and were on our way to the church it was packed in the van (me,chrisevans,dannielle colton,brittney desmaris,kim amons,nick vodiesh,josh vautor,cassie hulecki,andy cochran,mike nutter,shuan hart,Kelly lameroux,Chelsea ducharme,)
(on the way to the wake it was the same ppl only minus Kelly,chelse,nick,&kim)
but we all were more calmed on the ride and nick was his usual goofy self…hes all like looking at chris like touch mah hand and make mental retarded voice lol….
So we get to the church and like it so small and full and ppl are around in a circle and im crying and I see corey made me dropp and finally I knew I was gonna flip so I ran out and ran down the stairs and around the corner and dropped and fell to the floor and was shaking and crying and then sam boudreau,megan desjardin,Amanda brooks,and candy gurley came running over with cramer and helped me settle down so I went up and light a candle and saw corey so I ran down stairs crying still and nate fontain gave me a hug and held me till I calmed and then I got brought home
Wed funeral woke up at 7 am drove alex to southeast on the way I saw becca and danny h and we picked em up and stopped at dunkin donuts and got shyt and then we drove them to damons and I got ret and I drove and picked up john lynch and nessa bosley and we met at kmart like curry said and the church was too full for us to fit so we went into cogshall park for a few hrs and then mom had an appt so I had to go home and then chilled and went to drivers ed and Julio came in for my project and I got home a billy underhill came over and then yest april picked me up yesterday after school and we went to dunkin and then drove to fitch to pick up bobby and chilled there and went to this gurl kaitys house(she was with us when april got me she gave me madd ciggss : D ) and we smoke a nice fat blunt…..it was good then I went home and chilled online and then kenan called me I fucking love that kid hes so sweet we talked like an hour and a half but I have to go the bells gonna ring ok so more later
I love you all ppl I swear <3 Vanessa |
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Does that mean you love me too?
lol
As a friend yes i guess but sorry not as a bf
Well jeez, I wasnt expected to be loved as a bf again..lol | |
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